Chapter 48
NAOML
Something twists in my chest as I watch Kimberly talk to Circenn.
She’s so beautiful, Elegant, exquisite and no one can match up to the beauty standing in front of me, her blonde hair, blue perfect perfect eyes.
Anyone can get lost staring into them,they are so perfect, she’s striking, gorgeous,
The dress she is wearing looks quite expensive, her pretty long legs in full view
Her skin, that glow, everything about her screams perfection
And I took notice of how the reporters could not stop taking shoes of her, right from when she walked in.
Her dazzling beauty really did align her as a favorable match.
I could not stop staring, she’s perfect, the girl Circenn onced loved.
Somehow, I can’t find it out of it, as I try to think.
He onced loved her he onced adored her, giving her all of him.
The thoughts of them together close, doing all sorts of things together.
I can’t
can’t seem to picture it because they look like each other’s league and also feel so different.
I don’t why but it kind of bothers me
There’s not a single reason why it should, but yet it does
“I really miss you so much CircennTM
She repeats.
“Can we not cause a scene kim?” Circean turns to look at her. His expression, soft and lackadaisical
Kimberly rolls her eyes while Ciron sighs for the one hundredth time
Anyone can tell he wants to disappear.
I don’t know what happened between them but the air is a bit tense.
I can see it all.
“I’m not lying to you,” she continues
Her eyes directly at him with full focus, ignoring my existence. “I really did miss you”
What does she want from him!
I stare at Circenn.
“I don’t care if you miss me
me or not,
Circenn looks at her defiantly, his face not showing a single trace of emotion.
“For the child’s sake, quit being stubborn ”
She glances at me, more like a glare
She rolls her eyes
*There’s
‘s no child between us and there won’t be one,” he says.
- You left cos I couldn’t give you a child and now you’re back what do you take me for
“The man I’ve always loved? She replies.
He says nothing, staring at her in disbelief
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“Please excuse me “I break the air full of tension.
My eyes move tenderly to my boys,
I can’t take it in anymore. I want to be out of this conversation.
The urge to be away from here, my insides clawing me, I can’t properly breathe all thanks to the awkwardness.
1 feel circenn’s eyes on my face,I look away ignoring his gaze.
Sometimes about his eyes, his gare softens his dreamy eyes quite dreamy as he stares at me.
I walk out without looking back, I walk straight to the bathroom.
I can’t process this feeling
It’s all stress. The only tangible reason I could give as I struggle to breathe.
“Relax Naomi‘ I say to myself, breathing in and breathing out repeatedly
“Relax” I continue.
I turn on the tap, washing my hands, feeling the cool water, struggling within myself, replaying the scene with Circents and Kimberly.
Willing myself to shut them off my mind.
I can do this I can.
Within a few minutes,I feel relaxed.
I came out, going straight to where I left them, my boys, Circean, and Kimberly.
My life is torn in bits of complicated twist.
I gasp as someone directly hits me.
I can swear it is intentional. The push is a bit rigid
“Uhh sorry”
1 turn around and look up to find a pair of blue eyes staring at the with a cunning smile.
Kimberly!
“uhhh I’m sorry, but you know that’s what people get for not making proper use of their eyes” she grins.
What the hell
I look down at the stain on my dress.
I try to ignore her but she walks to my front stopping me
“Who do you think you are? I wonder what he sees in you Low class, unfashionable and undesirable, how did Circenn’s taste in women change!
I say nothing, not really intent on carrying on the conversation.
As much as I would love to say something, I feel it best to ignore her.
Sometimes silence is also the best tool
I walk out feeling her sharp disappointed gaze
Another opportunity could present itself could get back at her, but not today.
I walk back to the previous spot, look all around my eyes darting to and fro, penetrating every corner.
Where is het
Where do I start looking for him?
There were lots of qu
quests?
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I resorted to asking questions.
Of Course everyone here knew Circeen.
But yet I can not get a positive reply from the few people I am asking, as they have no idea where he is
My boys come to mind.I hope they are safe,I take deep breaths as I turn to continue my search for them.
I walk through the crowd of guests, till I’m away from them, yet no sign of Circenn or the boys.
I intend to move to another section to continue my search, but a strong pair of hands hooked on mine.
1 curn
“Circenn!
Ive been looking for you everywhere I say,
He stares at me,his emotions working. I could see the worried frown he has on his face.
“Blake is missing” He says
says before I could say something else.
My whole body shakes from the impact of his words,I couldn’t stand.
“Blake is missing?
“Yes I can’t find him anywhere, I’ve searched everywhere for him, Damn it, I can’t find him”
I look down to see Jake, Circen’s hands held his, his eyes staring up at me.
Where’s Blake!
“I don’t know, I a
and Dad have searched the entire place for him”
I watch as Circenn looks down at Jake,a small smile displaying on his lips.
He looks pleased or is it all in my head!
I can’t think straight.
Blake missing?
rit in my head.
I couldn’t register i
It can’t be.
My Blake.
My Boy, he can’t be missing.
Blake! Blake! I called out not minding the guest, my heart beating wildly as I found my way through the crowd in a desperate search for my son.
My precious little boy.
Circenn follows, he shouts Blake’s name as he joins me, holding Jake firmly in his hands.
I feel dizzy from shock, my body trembles
“We’ll find him okay?
Circenn’s eyes reassures me he b
holds my hands, leading us through the crowd of people, as we check every corner for him.
Suddenly the fire alarm goes off disrupting everything
“Fire!
Move outside!
“Get out of the way”
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Out!
“Out now!
What? No.
Not again!
The panic, the scream, the tension.
I stop, tears streaming down my face.
I can vividly imagine it, Blake alone and scared.
Where in the world can he be?
